Not really sure what this is going to be about but I have wanted to start a blog for sometime now. Dont really know why, I dont live far away from my family. I dont have a sick child (I thank God everyday). Not really sure, just something I feel like i want to do.

I am struggling everyday to be a better Christian, wife, mother, daughter, employee, just an all around better me.

I love my husband more than anything and would do anything for him. We have issues because he believes that I have/am cheating on him. Which I havent. Ever. I pray everyday that we can reconnect to the way we were a year ago. I want nothing more than to be his wife and I am trying everyday to show him that but I am not sure that it is working. And that scares me. Alot.